thankful

Spoke with Angie on the phone the other day : ) She was driving the twins to school, Gracie and Lanie on board. I could hear Lanie starting to get fussy in the background at one point (she doesn’t like the car seat…) and MAN if I didn’t want to teleport…

Angie gave me a run down of their average day. I wanted to know how Lanie’s day now compares to her day at 2 months. She told me that in the morning, Lanie is super smiley and cooes a lot : ) The morning is her happiest time : ) In the evening she likes to be held. At 10:30, she has her last bottle and sleeps through the night.

So thankful to know the details of her daily routine, like when she has her naps, bottles, baths (those are in the evening : ))… I love hearing that she loves to be held, cuddled, that she smiles and cooes a ton …it is certainly hard when I think about how she is not smiling at me, cooing at me, cuddling with me….BUT at the same time I am truly happy for Angie–happy that she gets to experience all these things with her Lanie. She’s the luckiest person I know : ) I am so happy for Lanie, too, that she has such a loving momma. A momma who loves her as much as I do. A momma who told me the other day she would die for her. That’s pretty neat when you think about it–that she has TWO mothers who would give their lives for her.

I am so thankful to know when and where Lanie rises in the morning and lays her head to rest at night. I have had the privilege of feeding her, changing her, bathing her, watching her fall asleep in my lap…she’s smiled at me…even talked to me some : ) While I don’t get to experience these things every day, I’ve been able to experience them. I’ve been able to experience my daughter as a baby, and will continue to experience her in the months/years to come. For this, I am grateful with all my heart.




here goes nothing!

Hi! So I have decided to give this blogging thing a whirl. We’ll see how long it lasts ; )

The inspiration is Lanie, my daughter of just about 4 months. Sweet Lanie Anne was born on May 22 of this year. She now lives a few states south in GA and pulls at my heart strings every day. See my “About Holly” page for more details : )

When I discovered I was pregnant almost one year ago, I would have never guessed that God would lead me to where I am now, in the ways that He did. I wouldn’t have been able to tell anyone that He was literally going to carry me every step of the way, that so many people were going to be coming out of the woodwork to remind me of who I am. If I have ever been in awe of God’s love and his grace….His compassion…His closeness to the broken-hearted….His power to heal…it is now.

I am looking forward to writing more about Lanie’s and my story…for now, a recent picture of peanut–how’s about that smile!